klu

emotions are like the oceans waves.
you can feel the tide shift. but feel helpless in its pull.
i am too available, i am not a challenge. i am always here. always waiting for the waves to come and crash down. waiting for the change of the tides.

i always stay too long, hoping for something more, something new to happen. it rarely does. it is like waiting for a shooting star, when it happens you are so built up for waiting for so long. you know this is the moment you must grasp and hold on to. yet by the time you realize it is the moment, the moment is gone. washed away.......



yet i still wait.