klu

will i always make the same mistakes?
is real change an illusion?
i am, because i work.
i hate the fact i like her.
i think bikini kill puts it best:
if you see me, if you see me
just go away, just go away
if i run, if i run
dont follow me, dont follow me
cause i, if i like you,
then baby its all wrong.

i was having a good night, chillin, finally winning at playin poker, i was up about 50 dollars, then she walked in with two ppl i hate more then hate. a wave of emotion washed over me. my good friend depression entered in and kicked his shoes off. i cashed out and left. she isnt worth staying for, she isnt worth fighting for, if she wont stay or fight for me. good bye, i am done.