klu

i am sorry. everythin you said is true. and i feel horrible, i dont think i have felt this horrible in years.
i dont want to waste your time.
i need to reevaluate the things i have done.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i wish i wasnt this horrible.
i dont want to drop you, but you deserve sooo much better.
i had to step back away from this pain i feel right now, i havent felt this shitty before, and it really fuckin sucks. i wanted to scream so badly. i need to step back and breathe.
i deleted everythin on here, cause sg doesnt mean anythin to me.
you made me so happy recently, and i screwed up. i havent screwed up like this bad before, i screw up constantly, but not like this.
i wish there was something i could do, i would fly to cali to show you how serious i am.
to go from such a high to such a low, so quickly,
i dont know what to do, except apologize and say how sorry i am.
You are the most amazing person, and You made me soooo happy,
I was ready to marry you, You had that kind of impact.
You brightened up my days, and time flew when we talked.
i cant eat, i cant sleep, i cant think, nothin feels the same without you.