so i'm driving home from work the other day and i hear this amazing song on KJHK. so good that as soon as i got home, i used my phone card to call the station, find out what it was. it was "landlocked blues" by bright eyes. i was somewhat put off by this info, but i decided to give the dainty conor oberst a...
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YAARGH!
im sick of being tired, tired of being sick.
what is this?
this is no good.
i worked a full shift anyway, but they took me off the carving station cause my nose was dripping so bad...woulda looked pretty bad if i gave em nose juice instead of au jus with their roast beef...
some people really take easter seriously.
thats their choice.
im sick of being tired, tired of being sick.
what is this?
this is no good.
i worked a full shift anyway, but they took me off the carving station cause my nose was dripping so bad...woulda looked pretty bad if i gave em nose juice instead of au jus with their roast beef...
some people really take easter seriously.
thats their choice.
ok, so i lied, technically.
my convictions didn't come to fruition.
i didn't win the lottery, we're not moving to canada.
...yet.
went to davey's uptown on saturday after work, saw Malachy Papers again. talked to mike dillon. he always recognizes me but never remembers my name.."what was yr name again?"
told him my story about my historical difficulties with March, and he kinda freaked...
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my convictions didn't come to fruition.
i didn't win the lottery, we're not moving to canada.
...yet.
went to davey's uptown on saturday after work, saw Malachy Papers again. talked to mike dillon. he always recognizes me but never remembers my name.."what was yr name again?"
told him my story about my historical difficulties with March, and he kinda freaked...
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what separates five nymphomaniacs from two alcoholics?
the cockpit door.
happy st. pats day. there's yr excuse, go drink, but remember- green beer leads to unnaturally green turds.
seen it.
lived it.
life ain't so shitty. despite missing last week of work from this flu that EVERYONE has, my paycheck was way more than i expected.
thanks for the raise, greg.
later this week, i'll...
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the cockpit door.
happy st. pats day. there's yr excuse, go drink, but remember- green beer leads to unnaturally green turds.
seen it.
lived it.
life ain't so shitty. despite missing last week of work from this flu that EVERYONE has, my paycheck was way more than i expected.
thanks for the raise, greg.
later this week, i'll...
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the deed is done.
perhaps nothing was done.
either way, its over and i'm breathing again.
what is it about liars?
its that they assume yr stupid enough to believe them
and let them take advantage of you.
any shadier and light would make her disappear.
on st. patricks day, it will have been 3 years since the night i went to wesport with my...
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perhaps nothing was done.
either way, its over and i'm breathing again.
what is it about liars?
its that they assume yr stupid enough to believe them
and let them take advantage of you.
any shadier and light would make her disappear.
on st. patricks day, it will have been 3 years since the night i went to wesport with my...
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wynne:
I'm totally digging on your haiku.
place yr bets.
is she really pregnant or is she trying to pull some sort of dramatic bullshit?
the facts:
used a condom EVERY time.
she's supposedly on the shot, but was due for a new one in feb.
she had a full period a month ago
she had a short period two weeks ago.
results in on monday. doctor's appointment. i'm driving. either way....
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is she really pregnant or is she trying to pull some sort of dramatic bullshit?
the facts:
used a condom EVERY time.
she's supposedly on the shot, but was due for a new one in feb.
she had a full period a month ago
she had a short period two weeks ago.
results in on monday. doctor's appointment. i'm driving. either way....
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wynne:
With the information supplied, there's no frickin' way.
Well, I mean, things DO happen, but I REALLY doubt it.
Good luck with no babies.
Well, I mean, things DO happen, but I REALLY doubt it.
Good luck with no babies.
kloiterra:
thanks for the support, wynne.
...the plot sickens. i don't subscribe to human drama, so i'm not even gonna talk about it. it all ends the same.
oh yeah. THIS is why i've chosen celibacy most of my life....
...the plot sickens. i don't subscribe to human drama, so i'm not even gonna talk about it. it all ends the same.
oh yeah. THIS is why i've chosen celibacy most of my life....
Dreamt last night that i was in the shopping district of some random cityscape...i put down a red blanket and took a nap in the parking lot in front of a strip mall, crying, thinking how only i and my father are the only people i knew who would think nothing strange of doing this (this thought has no factual relavence in waking life) we...
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kloiterra:
yeah i do. i know exactly what it means. the red...strong emotions, passion, sexuality... lost my car - my motiviating drive... feeling helpless and frustrated.
its exactly whats going on in my life. i miss my life. i feel like if i keep doing what i'm doing, i will miss my life. i don't want to do this anymore and i'm in the middle of changing paths and its not fun. but like everything, this is temporary. this too shall pass.
its exactly whats going on in my life. i miss my life. i feel like if i keep doing what i'm doing, i will miss my life. i don't want to do this anymore and i'm in the middle of changing paths and its not fun. but like everything, this is temporary. this too shall pass.
anyone ever been in/completed a chef's apprenticeship?
this is the second time INDUSTRY has sucked the passion and beauty out of art in my life.
i love to cook, i hate the industry
i love to make music, i hate the industry
one of the sous chefs where i work said to another apprentice "i don't go out - that's not my job". some folks...
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this is the second time INDUSTRY has sucked the passion and beauty out of art in my life.
i love to cook, i hate the industry
i love to make music, i hate the industry
one of the sous chefs where i work said to another apprentice "i don't go out - that's not my job". some folks...
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there's not a doubt in my heart or mind that i did the right thing in kicking her out, forcing her to move onward with her life and allowing me to focus on mine. i hope she can find the first few steps. at the same time, lying in bed awake at night, i'm reminded of a richard brautigan poem:
IT'S TIME TO TRAIN YOURSELF...
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IT'S TIME TO TRAIN YOURSELF...
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ever been a host to a human parasite and at the same time been an intrinsically nice person and really tasted the flavor of having yr kindness been turned into a weakness? never fails to surprise me, and at the same time not surprise me...