the day off
so i made it and i feel pretty good. the work is slow and easy, lots of standing around time, but i don't have to wear the polyester chef costume, i get to listen to cds all day and smoke whenever i want to, so it aint so bad. still feel kinda like a loser, taking this step back, but the lack...
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so i made it and i feel pretty good. the work is slow and easy, lots of standing around time, but i don't have to wear the polyester chef costume, i get to listen to cds all day and smoke whenever i want to, so it aint so bad. still feel kinda like a loser, taking this step back, but the lack...
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day #8 of 13 before a day off...
this sucks.
i feel like a loser, taking this step back to work at mulligan's. no more cuisine, no more saute pans, no more made-from-scratch everything, no more desserts in any kitchen but my own.
sure, i've hated the stress of the country club kitchen for months. sure i miss having any sort of time to have...
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this sucks.
i feel like a loser, taking this step back to work at mulligan's. no more cuisine, no more saute pans, no more made-from-scratch everything, no more desserts in any kitchen but my own.
sure, i've hated the stress of the country club kitchen for months. sure i miss having any sort of time to have...
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devil_bitch:
Breathe. Take your time. Things work out when the time is right for them to do so. I know that sounds like cliche bullshit, but it's true. Hang in there.
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[Edited on Jun 21, 2005 12:15AM]
Edited for bad spelling.
[Edited on Jun 21, 2005 12:15AM]
so what is this? day 7 of 13?
argh.
all is kinda weird at this point..just go to work and sleep when i'm not at work. eat if i remember.
ain't no thing.
as long as you dwell on it, you'll dwell in it.
argh.
all is kinda weird at this point..just go to work and sleep when i'm not at work. eat if i remember.
ain't no thing.
as long as you dwell on it, you'll dwell in it.
so today was my day off at the country club, but me and my big honest mouth let that fact slip to the wrong ears....so i worked 11 hours at mulligan's today... the first day of a 13 day run without a day off.
good god.
somehow i've managed to find time to make a few more tracks from my newest album available to hear...
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good god.
somehow i've managed to find time to make a few more tracks from my newest album available to hear...
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devil_bitch:
Aww sweetie... You should come hang out with me and my friend at Starbucks on the plaza. Usually around 10. Interesting to say the least.
Saturday morning
tonight, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum at the Hurricane, always a mind blowing show, can't wait. all i gotta do is get to sleep and get through the work day. my buddy Blacky McFisto said it best: "i'm an actor just playing the part. if these people knew how i really am, i'd be unemployed. i'm not really a car salesman, i just play one...
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tonight, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum at the Hurricane, always a mind blowing show, can't wait. all i gotta do is get to sleep and get through the work day. my buddy Blacky McFisto said it best: "i'm an actor just playing the part. if these people knew how i really am, i'd be unemployed. i'm not really a car salesman, i just play one...
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bit torrent rocks. if you have no idea what that is, look into it - just downloaded two tom waits concerts from the late 70s plus a faun fables show from last month, just a couple weeks after i went to chicago to see them...
four more days....saturday june 11 -
sleepytime gorilla museum at the hurricane
cant wait - gonna record audio, my stepbrother's...
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four more days....saturday june 11 -
sleepytime gorilla museum at the hurricane
cant wait - gonna record audio, my stepbrother's...
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devil_bitch:
Amber I assume is the young lady from your previous journal entry?....
I don't really have a problem with people not trusting me. It's more of people thinking that I am can't be mean, or vengeful, or just plain being trampled on because I'm so nice. Then they feel all hurt when I fuck up their world. I'm cool till you fuck with me. Hell I even give you a second chance. That is the problem I run into. Or people not really seeing me for me and taking my issues seriously until I have a breakdown or something. Just because I try to be a happy good natured person doesn't mean that I don't have problems too.
I dug Beth a lot.
I don't really have a problem with people not trusting me. It's more of people thinking that I am can't be mean, or vengeful, or just plain being trampled on because I'm so nice. Then they feel all hurt when I fuck up their world. I'm cool till you fuck with me. Hell I even give you a second chance. That is the problem I run into. Or people not really seeing me for me and taking my issues seriously until I have a breakdown or something. Just because I try to be a happy good natured person doesn't mean that I don't have problems too.
I dug Beth a lot.
kloiterra:
so i put in my notice tonight at work.
gonna go back to the tiny kitchen of Mulligan's and rule it. again.
maybe add some stuff to the menu.
been walking through a cloud all day, perhaps its carbon monoxide trapped in a bubble around my head. just can't wake up. hazy and stoned feeling, but not fun.
can't wait to start living again.
gonna go back to the tiny kitchen of Mulligan's and rule it. again.
maybe add some stuff to the menu.
been walking through a cloud all day, perhaps its carbon monoxide trapped in a bubble around my head. just can't wake up. hazy and stoned feeling, but not fun.
can't wait to start living again.
june is here
april is gone
hot and humid and the showers dont take.
she's young. a runaway when i met her, she told me she was 18. when the cops questioned me about her a month after she'd gone, they said 'juvenile'. thank god i think with the big head. she'll be 18 in august. back home now, not running anymore. she says she'll...
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april is gone
hot and humid and the showers dont take.
she's young. a runaway when i met her, she told me she was 18. when the cops questioned me about her a month after she'd gone, they said 'juvenile'. thank god i think with the big head. she'll be 18 in august. back home now, not running anymore. she says she'll...
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so the parasite woman drops by yesterday like a case of herpes...just when i thought she might be gone for good...
says she's getting married. says i should meet this guy, i'd llike him. i pointed out that it really didn't matter. didn't mention that i already didn't have much respect for him.
i kicked her out of my house three months ago.
she moves...
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says she's getting married. says i should meet this guy, i'd llike him. i pointed out that it really didn't matter. didn't mention that i already didn't have much respect for him.
i kicked her out of my house three months ago.
she moves...
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so i've been on the phone with her for three hours.
she says: my right hand is asleep.
i replied: is yr left hand laughing at it and drawing cocks on its face?
we laughed at that.
once i said to her something i've only said once.
she was pissed off about being blown off by some guy who kinda reminded her of me. she...
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she says: my right hand is asleep.
i replied: is yr left hand laughing at it and drawing cocks on its face?
we laughed at that.
once i said to her something i've only said once.
she was pissed off about being blown off by some guy who kinda reminded her of me. she...
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last night my friend got on here and wrote a note to someone. i have no idea what he wrote or to whom he sent it. i guess i'll find out. or not.
i'm so fucking bored.
i'm so fucking bored.
Post in the SGKC group or reply to me if you are interested.