anyone ever been in/completed a chef's apprenticeship?
this is the second time INDUSTRY has sucked the passion and beauty out of art in my life.
i love to cook, i hate the industry
i love to make music, i hate the industry
one of the sous chefs where i work said to another apprentice "i don't go out - that's not my job". some folks...
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this is the second time INDUSTRY has sucked the passion and beauty out of art in my life.
i love to cook, i hate the industry
i love to make music, i hate the industry
one of the sous chefs where i work said to another apprentice "i don't go out - that's not my job". some folks...
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there's not a doubt in my heart or mind that i did the right thing in kicking her out, forcing her to move onward with her life and allowing me to focus on mine. i hope she can find the first few steps. at the same time, lying in bed awake at night, i'm reminded of a richard brautigan poem:
IT'S TIME TO TRAIN YOURSELF...
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IT'S TIME TO TRAIN YOURSELF...
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ever been a host to a human parasite and at the same time been an intrinsically nice person and really tasted the flavor of having yr kindness been turned into a weakness? never fails to surprise me, and at the same time not surprise me...
get up early and hurry so i can leave and get caught in traffic. work. they call me opie. cook. come home. she's still here, i'm still a host in terms of parasite. i sleep for 30 minutes and rush to go back to work. cook. come home. i tell her she has to leave. this has been going on since december. invited her over...
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wynne:
Follow your instincts. Scrape the mud off your shoes so you can trudge through this stage in life unabated.
kloiterra:
good advice, thanks. its just difficult for me to be the dick even when it comes to doing what's best for me, ya know?
she's gone.
...ain't no chains gonna hold my body down.
she's gone.
...ain't no chains gonna hold my body down.
birthday boy. woo. hoo. 29.
Apprenticeship day 1:
all i can say is, it went well. getting to work at 8am is gonna be a bitch but i can do it. the kitchen at brookridge country club seems to operate in a frenzied madness with no apparent rhyme or reason. i made red pepper aioli, coleslaw, a new york cheesecake, beef stock, bleu cheese dressing, took the trash out and...
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all i can say is, it went well. getting to work at 8am is gonna be a bitch but i can do it. the kitchen at brookridge country club seems to operate in a frenzied madness with no apparent rhyme or reason. i made red pepper aioli, coleslaw, a new york cheesecake, beef stock, bleu cheese dressing, took the trash out and...
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chloe:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Chef's apprenticeship internship search day 3:
that was too easy. first place i applied, got an interview, had a second interview and then the call. got the job. so for the next 3 years beginning on december 21st, there will be no holidays, no weekends, no vacations in my life. that sucks, but the end result - the ticket out of here makes it all...
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that was too easy. first place i applied, got an interview, had a second interview and then the call. got the job. so for the next 3 years beginning on december 21st, there will be no holidays, no weekends, no vacations in my life. that sucks, but the end result - the ticket out of here makes it all...
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ok, one more haiku.
a first impression:
someone called me witty once.
i said 'shut up, fool!'
chef's apprentice internship search day 1:
she told me that i'd want to shave and take out my piercings. i can't really believe that it would matter, i mean, the last time i worked in a kitchen, i had a five inch braid on my chin, and really,...
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a first impression:
someone called me witty once.
i said 'shut up, fool!'
chef's apprentice internship search day 1:
she told me that i'd want to shave and take out my piercings. i can't really believe that it would matter, i mean, the last time i worked in a kitchen, i had a five inch braid on my chin, and really,...
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all the pretty girls;
cartoons from an unknown world
when yr nobody.
cartoons from an unknown world
when yr nobody.
been feelin pretty worthless lately. while i search for an internship i've fallen into my usual unemployed routine: up all night, sleep all day with little to show for it. at least i have the website almost done and i'm already two songs into the next project...so theres something at least. sold one of my guitars yesterday, bought some amanita muscaria. when i win the...
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last night turned into this morning as i recorded the 22nd track. tonight the album is done, the master disc burned. tomorrow i complete the cover, the lyric booklet and begin the ritualistic process of sending it out to my friends.
this is my eleventh solo album.
it is titled "Eleven" but not necessarily for that reason alone.
it can be quite cathartic, this shouting...
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this is my eleventh solo album.
it is titled "Eleven" but not necessarily for that reason alone.
it can be quite cathartic, this shouting...
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The Scene
Anymore there are no strangers
Everybody sounds the same
All I hear is yr complaining
About things that you could change
if you wanted
But yr not going to
Cause nobody holds yr hand
And shows you how to.
In this town there is no strange
All you women look the same
From the game that yr all playing
And the motions are...
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Anymore there are no strangers
Everybody sounds the same
All I hear is yr complaining
About things that you could change
if you wanted
But yr not going to
Cause nobody holds yr hand
And shows you how to.
In this town there is no strange
All you women look the same
From the game that yr all playing
And the motions are...
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