so today was my day off at the country club, but me and my big honest mouth let that fact slip to the wrong ears....so i worked 11 hours at mulligan's today... the first day of a 13 day run without a day off.
good god.
somehow i've managed to find time to make a few more tracks from my newest album available to hear...
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good god.
somehow i've managed to find time to make a few more tracks from my newest album available to hear...
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devil_bitch:
Aww sweetie... You should come hang out with me and my friend at Starbucks on the plaza. Usually around 10. Interesting to say the least.
Saturday morning
tonight, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum at the Hurricane, always a mind blowing show, can't wait. all i gotta do is get to sleep and get through the work day. my buddy Blacky McFisto said it best: "i'm an actor just playing the part. if these people knew how i really am, i'd be unemployed. i'm not really a car salesman, i just play one...
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tonight, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum at the Hurricane, always a mind blowing show, can't wait. all i gotta do is get to sleep and get through the work day. my buddy Blacky McFisto said it best: "i'm an actor just playing the part. if these people knew how i really am, i'd be unemployed. i'm not really a car salesman, i just play one...
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bit torrent rocks. if you have no idea what that is, look into it - just downloaded two tom waits concerts from the late 70s plus a faun fables show from last month, just a couple weeks after i went to chicago to see them...
four more days....saturday june 11 -
sleepytime gorilla museum at the hurricane
cant wait - gonna record audio, my stepbrother's...
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four more days....saturday june 11 -
sleepytime gorilla museum at the hurricane
cant wait - gonna record audio, my stepbrother's...
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devil_bitch:
Amber I assume is the young lady from your previous journal entry?....
I don't really have a problem with people not trusting me. It's more of people thinking that I am can't be mean, or vengeful, or just plain being trampled on because I'm so nice. Then they feel all hurt when I fuck up their world. I'm cool till you fuck with me. Hell I even give you a second chance. That is the problem I run into. Or people not really seeing me for me and taking my issues seriously until I have a breakdown or something. Just because I try to be a happy good natured person doesn't mean that I don't have problems too.
I dug Beth a lot.
I don't really have a problem with people not trusting me. It's more of people thinking that I am can't be mean, or vengeful, or just plain being trampled on because I'm so nice. Then they feel all hurt when I fuck up their world. I'm cool till you fuck with me. Hell I even give you a second chance. That is the problem I run into. Or people not really seeing me for me and taking my issues seriously until I have a breakdown or something. Just because I try to be a happy good natured person doesn't mean that I don't have problems too.
I dug Beth a lot.
kloiterra:
so i put in my notice tonight at work.
gonna go back to the tiny kitchen of Mulligan's and rule it. again.
maybe add some stuff to the menu.
been walking through a cloud all day, perhaps its carbon monoxide trapped in a bubble around my head. just can't wake up. hazy and stoned feeling, but not fun.
can't wait to start living again.
gonna go back to the tiny kitchen of Mulligan's and rule it. again.
maybe add some stuff to the menu.
been walking through a cloud all day, perhaps its carbon monoxide trapped in a bubble around my head. just can't wake up. hazy and stoned feeling, but not fun.
can't wait to start living again.
june is here
april is gone
hot and humid and the showers dont take.
she's young. a runaway when i met her, she told me she was 18. when the cops questioned me about her a month after she'd gone, they said 'juvenile'. thank god i think with the big head. she'll be 18 in august. back home now, not running anymore. she says she'll...
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april is gone
hot and humid and the showers dont take.
she's young. a runaway when i met her, she told me she was 18. when the cops questioned me about her a month after she'd gone, they said 'juvenile'. thank god i think with the big head. she'll be 18 in august. back home now, not running anymore. she says she'll...
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so the parasite woman drops by yesterday like a case of herpes...just when i thought she might be gone for good...
says she's getting married. says i should meet this guy, i'd llike him. i pointed out that it really didn't matter. didn't mention that i already didn't have much respect for him.
i kicked her out of my house three months ago.
she moves...
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says she's getting married. says i should meet this guy, i'd llike him. i pointed out that it really didn't matter. didn't mention that i already didn't have much respect for him.
i kicked her out of my house three months ago.
she moves...
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so i've been on the phone with her for three hours.
she says: my right hand is asleep.
i replied: is yr left hand laughing at it and drawing cocks on its face?
we laughed at that.
once i said to her something i've only said once.
she was pissed off about being blown off by some guy who kinda reminded her of me. she...
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she says: my right hand is asleep.
i replied: is yr left hand laughing at it and drawing cocks on its face?
we laughed at that.
once i said to her something i've only said once.
she was pissed off about being blown off by some guy who kinda reminded her of me. she...
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last night my friend got on here and wrote a note to someone. i have no idea what he wrote or to whom he sent it. i guess i'll find out. or not.
i'm so fucking bored.
i'm so fucking bored.
So i made like a 22 year old and stayed up all night on saturday, held the pen as it spat forth...ended up with this, don't know if i'm gonna record it or not...my fingertips are still numb from the nylon strings... been insane. maybe i'll give this to her. she probably still wouldn't stay away. now that i got all this out, maybe i'll...
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kloiterra:
week-end? what is this week-end you speak of? are you referring to days #5 and #6? those days i work shifts #4 through 9. When the plan is a little farther along, i'll actually be able to do things on weekends without having to clear it with 5 people, and going through all the bullshit that goes along with that.
devil_bitch:
I work Friday, Saturday, and Monday. Off Sunday. Going to do the cemetary thing with my mother. I hate going to the cemetary. They freak me out.
got my new guitar yesterday
her name is amberilla
she's an acoustic-electric nylon string classical
been taking up most of my time. duh.
the rest is the same
her name is amberilla
she's an acoustic-electric nylon string classical
been taking up most of my time. duh.
the rest is the same
devil_bitch:
Aww she's lovely. I wish I could play. There is always time to learn. Glad to hear that you aced your cooking final btw.
devil_bitch:
And I am sick and tired of being a door mat. If they didn't have a cable modem and if I wasn't getting a free meal.... 
ah, monotony...aye! que largo esta el camino!
worked 58 hours last week, fixed my continuously flooding washing machine, dishes, grocery shopping....i am a domestic god.
came home from work saturday night and ate a bunch of boomers, watched SNL and freaked out on QOTSA...didn't think they were human, and was tripping so hard i thought i shit myself. i didn't.
finals are over this week....
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worked 58 hours last week, fixed my continuously flooding washing machine, dishes, grocery shopping....i am a domestic god.
came home from work saturday night and ate a bunch of boomers, watched SNL and freaked out on QOTSA...didn't think they were human, and was tripping so hard i thought i shit myself. i didn't.
finals are over this week....
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faun fables show in chicago was fantastic. nils and dawn were stoked about the cookies i brought them and the cookie tin that amber painted for them. they even used a cookie during a skit onstage and announced thanks to me for bringing them "from the kitchens of kansas city". very nice. love is warm. when Sleepytime Gorilla Museum comes to the Hurricane June 11,...
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devil_bitch:
Welcome home!! We should hang sometime. Proof that there are some cool people in the greater KC area.
Speaking from personal experience, it is always great to have a safe place to go when your life is crazy. You are a good guy. You did a good thing.
Speaking from personal experience, it is always great to have a safe place to go when your life is crazy. You are a good guy. You did a good thing.
kloiterra:
Thanks. i always try to do the right thing, but this affliction of mine, this genuine too nice syndrome...gets me a lot of hassles from clingers-on and users. its harder to climb out of a hole and fill it than to dig it, ya know? this particular person i speak of...all i saw was the heart of gold, not the mountain of shit that surrounds it. i probably won't change.
so i'm in chicago right now, baking cookies at my friend's house...my friend's parents' house...nobody's home, it's kinda cool, but they don't have a stereo in their kitchen like i do at home...
anyway, baking cookies for dawn and nils of Faun Fables, who i'm going to see tonight. can't wait. went to the museum of science and industry yesterday and saw the Body Works...
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anyway, baking cookies for dawn and nils of Faun Fables, who i'm going to see tonight. can't wait. went to the museum of science and industry yesterday and saw the Body Works...
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devil_bitch:
I wish that we had gone to see the Body Whatever exhibit when we were in Chicago but there was so much to do it was insane. Go to Millineum Park and walk around. That silver bridge thingy is cool. I loved Chicago.
devil_bitch:
Thanks for adding me...we need to trade some recipes. 
