Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck! Fuck, I'm fucking nervous as fuck!
This explains why I wasn't nervous at all last night - I was saving it all up for today!
Today is July 7. That means it's Lorensoth's birthday, and it is also the day of the Shootout in Sioux Falls, which I am attending, and which has me so nervous. Before you all get too excited, I won't be doing any nudes, or even semi nudes. Just portrait-style stuff. I've been wanting to get back in front of the camera for a while now - shit, it's been a couple of months since I've even done a mini set... the last big one was probably Dark Time from all the way back in January. That's seven months. Aie!
Oh, and for anyone that's curious this is one of the locations where we'll be shooting today. The webcam of the place is down, otherwise I'm sure it'd be great fun to try and watch, but meh. You can get an idea, at least.
Sadly, if you've got any tips, or advice, or want to wish me well, the whole thing will be done before I get to read any comments, but if anyone is a really strong telepath or empath or whatever, if you could send me good, non-nervous thoughts throughout the day, that'd be fucking sweet.
If I have the pics in hand when I get home today, I promise that uploading them will be a high priority. Until then, I think Ween's Dancing in the Show Tonight pretty much sums up my feelings at the moment...
Are my lemons tied?
Is my hair in place?
Have I got a cute expression on my face?
Are my shoes all shined?
I try to keep in line
when I'm dancing in the show tonight
Does my shuffle step
really look so good?
Am I doing it the way you think I should?
Would it be amiss
if I blew a kiss
when I'm dancing in the show tonight?
Showtime now is getting nearer
and I'm getting scared
wish I could see in the mirror
if I'm all prepared
First you take a step
then you point your toe
hope I know it like I did a week ago
Am I standing straight?
I can hardly wait
till I'm dancing in the show tonight
Showtime now is getting nearer
and I'm getting scared
wish I could see in the mirror
if I'm all prepared
First you take a step
then you point your toe
hope I know it like I did a week ago
Am I standing straight?
I can hardly wait
till I'm dancing in the show tonight
And, if I've managed to not throw up over somebody, or at least come home in shame and embarrassment, I may do a spazdance to this song later tonight, depending on how exhausted I am and whatnot. Say, question for yous all - I've uploaded two videos to SG video - they play like shit for me, no matter how well they seem to upload. Can you guys view them properly, or do I need to keep trying to upload them until they work?
Anyway, a non-naked photo before I gogo.
This explains why I wasn't nervous at all last night - I was saving it all up for today!
Today is July 7. That means it's Lorensoth's birthday, and it is also the day of the Shootout in Sioux Falls, which I am attending, and which has me so nervous. Before you all get too excited, I won't be doing any nudes, or even semi nudes. Just portrait-style stuff. I've been wanting to get back in front of the camera for a while now - shit, it's been a couple of months since I've even done a mini set... the last big one was probably Dark Time from all the way back in January. That's seven months. Aie!
Oh, and for anyone that's curious this is one of the locations where we'll be shooting today. The webcam of the place is down, otherwise I'm sure it'd be great fun to try and watch, but meh. You can get an idea, at least.
Sadly, if you've got any tips, or advice, or want to wish me well, the whole thing will be done before I get to read any comments, but if anyone is a really strong telepath or empath or whatever, if you could send me good, non-nervous thoughts throughout the day, that'd be fucking sweet.
If I have the pics in hand when I get home today, I promise that uploading them will be a high priority. Until then, I think Ween's Dancing in the Show Tonight pretty much sums up my feelings at the moment...
Are my lemons tied?
Is my hair in place?
Have I got a cute expression on my face?
Are my shoes all shined?
I try to keep in line
when I'm dancing in the show tonight
Does my shuffle step
really look so good?
Am I doing it the way you think I should?
Would it be amiss
if I blew a kiss
when I'm dancing in the show tonight?
Showtime now is getting nearer
and I'm getting scared
wish I could see in the mirror
if I'm all prepared
First you take a step
then you point your toe
hope I know it like I did a week ago
Am I standing straight?
I can hardly wait
till I'm dancing in the show tonight
Showtime now is getting nearer
and I'm getting scared
wish I could see in the mirror
if I'm all prepared
First you take a step
then you point your toe
hope I know it like I did a week ago
Am I standing straight?
I can hardly wait
till I'm dancing in the show tonight
And, if I've managed to not throw up over somebody, or at least come home in shame and embarrassment, I may do a spazdance to this song later tonight, depending on how exhausted I am and whatnot. Say, question for yous all - I've uploaded two videos to SG video - they play like shit for me, no matter how well they seem to upload. Can you guys view them properly, or do I need to keep trying to upload them until they work?
Anyway, a non-naked photo before I gogo.
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I believe if we were closer we lived closer we would be attached at the hip, or other body parts.
Hope it went well, love.