........once again, the good feelings have gone. didn't last long. maybe it's cuz the sun has gone away today & it's thundering & lightening outside.....maybe.........
of maybe it cuz of the fact that neil always has to put me down when i start to actually feel good about myself.
i told him this morning i'd been accepted as a suicide girl. i hadn't even told him i'd applied but i was so sick of him going on about how the guitarist out of his band's mrs is going to be an SG that i spilled. judging by the way he
grabbed me round the throat i guess i'll give it a miss..........
i really don't know why i bother sometimes
everyone (except my family who all hate him) thinks he's so big & clever when really he's not, if wasn't for me bailing him out of trouble over the last 6 years he'd be in the gutter or prison,but what thanx do i get? damn near stangled thats what.
this probably isn't the right place for venting all or this but who else is going to listen?
cheer me up someone, please!?
of maybe it cuz of the fact that neil always has to put me down when i start to actually feel good about myself.
i told him this morning i'd been accepted as a suicide girl. i hadn't even told him i'd applied but i was so sick of him going on about how the guitarist out of his band's mrs is going to be an SG that i spilled. judging by the way he
grabbed me round the throat i guess i'll give it a miss..........
i really don't know why i bother sometimes
everyone (except my family who all hate him) thinks he's so big & clever when really he's not, if wasn't for me bailing him out of trouble over the last 6 years he'd be in the gutter or prison,but what thanx do i get? damn near stangled thats what.
this probably isn't the right place for venting all or this but who else is going to listen?
cheer me up someone, please!?
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nickysonic:
I know nothing of the situation, but why don't you dump him...?
agata:
lol yeah u didnt wanna no that did ya 