klair

........once again, the good feelings have gone. didn't last long. maybe it's cuz the sun has gone away today & it's thundering & lightening outside.....maybe.........

of maybe it cuz of the fact that neil always has to put me down when i start to actually feel good about myself.
i told him this morning i'd been accepted as a suicide girl. i hadn't even told him i'd applied but i was so sick of him going on about how the guitarist out of his band's mrs is going to be an SG that i spilled. judging by the way he
grabbed me round the throat i guess i'll give it a miss..........
i really don't know why i bother sometimes

everyone (except my family who all hate him) thinks he's so big & clever when really he's not, if wasn't for me bailing him out of trouble over the last 6 years he'd be in the gutter or prison,but what thanx do i get? damn near stangled thats what.

this probably isn't the right place for venting all or this but who else is going to listen?

cheer me up someone, please!?