some people are just so fucking inconsiderate
i mean, i know suicide's always on the up this time of year, what with people realising they have no family, stress of working too hard & not being able to afford stuff & all - and deep down i'm really not a heartless cow, i swear i'm really quite caring - but jeeesus h christ why did some random person decide, on the one day of the year that i have to catch a train at rush hour with a stroppy child, to jump infront of a train?
why not yesterday?
why not tomorrow?
either one would've been acceptable
did this person not realise how stressfull today was going to be for me?
i dunno, some people eh?
but seriously, i really feel for whoever it was. i just didn't need to be told, after having to get up at stupid o'clock walking 40 minutes in the freezing cold while it was still dark & dealing with a less than amused 2 year old, that all trains in & out of oxford were cancelled, then they weren't, then they were again, then they weren't!
if i had could drive i could've been there hassle free apart from maybe a bit of traffic, in 30 minutes.
instead it took 2 hours by foot, train & then taxi
then, after all that i had to spend the day dragging erin round the most stuck up hospital in the whole world whle she was poked, prodded, weighed, measured, x-rayed, scanned, not to mention blood tests, extra physio & cough swabs & waiting all day for her to "produce a stool sample" aka have a shit. she kicked off most of the day because she knew what was coming. i don't blame her really but i really didn't appreciate her nutting me in the face
today was probably the most stressful day ever!
...it was also pretty good though - everything went really well & the results that we were able to get today were brilliant
just have to wait for the rest. the doctors were amazed by how well she's doing. some of the kids there were on 14 times more of one of the medications she takes! 
so as well as being stressed out all day, i came home feeling happy any relieved - completely drained, but really happy:
today was a big fuck you to all the doctors & nusres who thought i was too young / pieced / tattooed / poor / generally unable to keep a sick baby well. i know things will get worse in the future but by golly i'm good at my job & finally feel like i've proved them all wrong
i mean, i know suicide's always on the up this time of year, what with people realising they have no family, stress of working too hard & not being able to afford stuff & all - and deep down i'm really not a heartless cow, i swear i'm really quite caring - but jeeesus h christ why did some random person decide, on the one day of the year that i have to catch a train at rush hour with a stroppy child, to jump infront of a train?
why not yesterday?
why not tomorrow?
either one would've been acceptable
did this person not realise how stressfull today was going to be for me?
i dunno, some people eh?
but seriously, i really feel for whoever it was. i just didn't need to be told, after having to get up at stupid o'clock walking 40 minutes in the freezing cold while it was still dark & dealing with a less than amused 2 year old, that all trains in & out of oxford were cancelled, then they weren't, then they were again, then they weren't!
if i had could drive i could've been there hassle free apart from maybe a bit of traffic, in 30 minutes.
instead it took 2 hours by foot, train & then taxi
then, after all that i had to spend the day dragging erin round the most stuck up hospital in the whole world whle she was poked, prodded, weighed, measured, x-rayed, scanned, not to mention blood tests, extra physio & cough swabs & waiting all day for her to "produce a stool sample" aka have a shit. she kicked off most of the day because she knew what was coming. i don't blame her really but i really didn't appreciate her nutting me in the face
today was probably the most stressful day ever!
...it was also pretty good though - everything went really well & the results that we were able to get today were brilliant
just have to wait for the rest. the doctors were amazed by how well she's doing. some of the kids there were on 14 times more of one of the medications she takes! so as well as being stressed out all day, i came home feeling happy any relieved - completely drained, but really happy:
today was a big fuck you to all the doctors & nusres who thought i was too young / pieced / tattooed / poor / generally unable to keep a sick baby well. i know things will get worse in the future but by golly i'm good at my job & finally feel like i've proved them all wrong
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so get with the pic updating!
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