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MY BEAU COMES HOME TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!

In less than 48hours I will be making crazy monkey-love to my beau after not having seen him since April 4th. His tour is over. He's coming home. I can almost relax now, except for the fact that I've got to get this house in tip-top shape and get caught up and ahead on work so that I may...
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BRUCE CAMPBELL SIGNED MY FOOT!!!

Photos and full story to come. Stay tuned...

In the meantime, Tekky was there, too, so I shall use her to set the mood until I get the pics from mydogfarted :
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Tekky/1713850/


UPDATE: I got the sig tattooed on my foot

Yesterday started off sucky because I found out that my car had a lot more damage than I'd originally expected. That broke my heart and is sure to break my wallet. So I went to Ottawa. Where I got to hang out with khoos, whom I adore. Yesterday and today have been rawksome.

Yesterday, July 30th, was my 2-year wedding anniversary.

My beau will be home in less than 3 weeks.

I had an awesome trip to Toronto and Peterborough this weekend, despite not being able to meet any of my SG buddies.

Starting today I'm going to detox off junk food and alcohol for a month. Wish me luck.

That's enough of that!

This weekend sucked balls, but spending the day by myself yesterday to mope and cut myself off from human contact helped me to get out a lot of anger and frustration that would otherwise eat me alive.

I feel better.

I feel cleansed.

I feel heavier. Because I packed on 6lbs since the weekend. Oopsy.

And now for some good news:...
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This weekend has sucked balls.

- Gramma died Friday morning. Not the crazy, racist gramma. The one I loved.
- A closecloseclose friend disclosed something heartbreaking that is really fucking with my head
- I had to run out on my in-laws on Sun to pick up my niece bc her alcoholic dad was being a prick and wouldn't drive her back to my sisters'...
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I just got home after running out on GGO chat at 1:30am because I got a call from my beau's mom letting me know that Gramma Vera was dying. By the time I got to the hospital about 20 minutes later she was no longer breathing, although she still had a pulse. All cardiac functions ceased around 3am. This is my beau's 2nd grandparent to...
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My tats are awesome. My job is rawksome. My husband is so amazing.

But I'm lonely.

And my heart aches.

I miss my beau so much, but he won't be home until close to September bc he's in the military.

I've had a lot of time to think over my life while he's been gone. I'm a rather introspective sort, and I often give in...
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I'm getting my first (and possibly 2nd) tattoo tomorrow. On the top of my right foot I'm getting:

"Lif is laene" - from Beowulf, meaning "Life is transitory", i.e., life is fleeting and ever-changing, i.e. you've gotta grab life by the balls and run with it bc it may not be here tomorrow

If the tattoo artist has time for it and will let me,...
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New insights:

I think I've figured out part of the reason I'm never satisfied. It's because I feel like my life is too orderly and sanitized. I require chaos, change, and craziness. I realized this, in part, due to my workshop tanking. And I mean it TANKED! There were 7 people present for it - me, and my 6 presenters. Oddly, it didn't phase me....
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