kizzay

I feel like the streetsweeper of live just came by and brushed a few people down the sewer on me.

some of them i absolutely couldnt stand to deal with anymore. Others i wish never dissapeared.

theres no sparkle here right now...

its getting warmer... and all it does is remind me of someone whos been out of my life for so long i hardly know her anymore.

I saw her.
She was a blonde again.
She hadnt been blonde since December 13th, 2003.
Pretty much.
I know why i know this.
And i know why i shouldnt.

It felt like being stabbed in the stomach to walk in the door and see her.

i want some closure.

seriously.

ive been trying to get it for 2 years.

i miss chicago summer days.
i miss chicago summer nights.


funny thing is im still here.
in chicago.