I wish I could turn myself inside out. Have what I look like on the outside go inside, and pull my soul out and make that what everyone sees..... Do you think we would all be different towards each other if we really knew who the type of person we were interacting with was?
What about when you hear about dopplegangers? you know someone who looks identical to you, but has no similar blood lineage, born in different places, by different people... how do you think that happens? you might be one in a billion, but thats just breaking it down to the DNA. as far as you yourself, I have a theory on dopplegangers.....hear me out.
what if, whatever particles we came from. whatever dust, light, atoms, stars, ect.. that had just that singularity aspect of ourselves what if those particles broke apart from a big cluster of something, and then bonded with other particles and atoms and shit, and thats how YOU came about to be...... what if those other particles we lost at breaking point, what if your doppleganger is YOU just another version? one that doesn't know the other exists, but IF that connection of you somewhere in the world dies, would u feel the loss?
like have you ever felt dispair? have you ever felt like something was wrong, but you couldn't put your finger on it.... yet you felt as if something was being torn from you. what if what you felt was a loss of that other part of those particles dying off......
do i even make sense??
my head is spinning. i think its time to go to sleep.
xo
