kittymalarchy

Do you ever stop and realize that everything you had intuitively been feeling/thinking was completely valid and that going against your instincts, trying to self preserve has fucked shit up!?

I mean really, nothing that is unfixable, just that day where I wonder why I find it so hard to follow my heart. Perhaps as it has been topsy-turvy lately, I was starting to try and prevent feeling pain, but that keeps out a certain amount of joy too, doesn't it? Damn me for feeling confused. I am very ready for Halloween- time to rejuvinate and reorient on the next year. My costume is so fitting...look out kids, it's going to be a fiery year! Scarlet is on her way back!