kittykatznme

Still a social pariah, made a mistake that cost me a friend, but my life has been a clusterfuk these past few weeks, and I have had more than one breakdown. On the fantastic side, Jen had her surgery on
Monday, and now she feels so much better!!! A lot of her symptoms are going away and she is eating and keeping food down. Her voice is stronger, her breathing is better and she doesn't feel her heart beating in her chest. Her worst time coincided with my worst time. She was in so much pain and felt so bad and was exhausted, she wanted to die. I could feel that in her, and I felt her lack of will to live. That basically pushed me over the edge, and I had a bit of a psychotic break. Reality is over-rated anyways.
People might be saying negative things about me, just remember that my mental situation was not all that stable. Judge me from what you know about me.