kittykatznme

Finally a bit of good news, Jen's blood pressure is up a bit and that is a good thing. She also lost 10 pounds in water, but she still has about 15 to go, her legs and feet were so swollen she looked like a cabbage patch kid. Today's appointment was all about a pacemaker/defibrillator. The surgeon wants to implant a three wire pacemaker, it is a combination pacemaker, defibrillator and something to synchronize her heart so it all beats at once. This should happen within the next 6 weeks.
On a personal note, all of this has been so stressful for me, I had a little breakdown today because my dog and cats would not leave me alone, they kept trying to get on me and meowing at me, and the dog has been peeing on the floor and being really annoying by whining, or coming into the room, then leaving. It may not sound like much, but considering my state of mind, it is too much.
Normally I do not search out company, but since Jen isn't allowed to walk up stairs for the next month or so, I am looking for some contact. My 2 favorite people on SG seem to be AWOL, at least for the last couple of days. I am in the penpal group, but no one seems to be writing me. I am feeling very alone and unloved.