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kittykatznme

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Tuesday Oct 30, 2012

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I don't know how many, if any, of you are following me, but as you may know, I took care of my mother in the last 2 months of her life. I had quit my job so I could be there for her everyday, but she died on December 4, 2004. Again as you may or not know, Jen has a bad case of congestive heart failure mixed with brittle diabetes, and sleep, central and obstructive apnea thrown in for good measure. I had a practice marriage, but it was not until I met Jen that I realized that I had not met the love of my life yet. Jen is my perfect match in every single category, and that is why I love her so much. She is my soulmate, and the more she is away7 from me, the more I miss her. If she dies, I don't know how much longer I will be able to function. Jen rescues me from a psychotic and bad relationship, but we were not expecting all of this
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perr:
I don't think we ever really expect things like this. Jen is very lucky to have you, and you her. Love is such a strong, yet fragile thing...you have put it on its proper pedestal and you are doing everything in your power to help, love, and care for her. You should be praised immensely for that, and beyond that, the fact hat you can still interact with us, and even give care and love to others (me included). You are wonderful beyond belief and I am praying for both of you in my own way every single day, this you know. <3

I, too, cared for my Mother, for about 3 months, when she was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer last year. There was very little hope. It was and continues to be, the single most difficult thing I live with every day of my life. It has changed me. I understand what that is like, love, I do. I lost my job as well, at ProActiv, for missing so much work to care for her. Still don't have a job. Her death has affected me in so many ways, it is just mindblowing to think about. I would do anything, anything, to have her back.

Love you.
Oct 31, 2012
dcruz:
I can only imagine. I have never had to deal with death yet and hopefully won't have to for a long time, nor have I ever been truly in love but I am sure losing a loved one, let alone a soulmate, is really hard. I really hope she makes it through, it's so rare to find someone with whom to share a deep connection.
Oct 31, 2012

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