Now Jen is in Cardiac Intensive Care. She really went downhill today. Her blood pressure is so low, the doctors are surprised that she is still conscious. She told me that she feels like she is dying and she wanted me to remind the doctor about her DNR. I am afraid of losing her, and I am very close to my breaking point.
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kay:
Well hopefully things start taking an upswing. I'm relieved to hear that they are hanging on to her in order to find out WTFuck is going on instead of sending her home and risking the stability again. 
kittykatznme:
I just want her to be better, and come home with all her problems under control. I also want her to be well enough so we can start having sex again. I don't want to tire her out, but she does not want to deprive me. I think it has been twice in the past 4 months. I love her for more than sex, and would never cheat on her. My ex-wife did that and used it to destroy our marriage. She really is my best friend. I know that my blog is public, but I tell you things that I have never told anybody. hugs