kittycontagious

Im starting this blog as if Ive blogged her many times before. My mood swings have gotten worse since the treatments began. I know its natural to get annoyed with needles and hospitals but damn. Draining for tubes of fluid each session is getting a little ridiculous. It makes me want to cry a little but at the same time its like, I'm fighting to save my own life and I'm really the only one that can do this besides the doctors. If I give up hope, I'm screwed, but if I keep the faith then my treatments turn out a little bit better and even with the mood swings I know I'm getting better.

I miss a few friends, especially the newly made ones lie mike lash most especially. He's such a sweetheart and a conversation with him makes my day. He puts an instant smile on my face no matter what and I wish I could the same for him. I plan on visiting him with my brother soon.

Yea I'm going to peace for a bit.

-Kitty