kittybot

its not like i ever forget why kristy has been the only steadily awesome person in my life for more than a decade, but i really love nights like these where i am reminded of just how lucky i am to have her.

very few people understand me in the way she does, and even fewer have empathy for me in the same way

she never judges, really listens- and if she doesnt understand, at least she tries.

its the best kind of therapy to be able to talk about the fucked up things from the past, and to have someone listen and be empathetic enough to make you feel as though its ok for you to be hurt over it.

there is nothing i hate more than being told that i shouldnt be hurt over something, that i should just get over it i feel the way i feel, if something hurts i want to feel like its ok for me to be hurt.

honestly, kristy is the only person in my life to never make me feel ashamed of my feelings.

on the other hand, if im out of line shes the first to let me know.

i dont think that everyone is so fortunate to have someone like this in their lives maybe having her in my life is my good karma since i was given such shitty people as parents who knows?

so theres that. i had a fun night with my favorite person.

good stuff.

:]


and this isnt a complete entry without todays video