So i'm feeling mildly happier today - I think the opening of the floodgates of tears helped last night. I woke up in a good mood, went to work in a good mood, was generally in a good mood (with bouts of boredom and some quite low points), and have come back in a so-so semi-good mood. Had to go take some stuff from Ikea over to my family which I was not looking forward to but I coped well - they all kinda appeared out of the woodwork one by one so I was slowly eased into it! Mum's over compensating, but it's nice because for once in her life she's being genuine and making an effort - maybe The Lie/Secret was the barrier thats held us back all these years?!?
I actually ate something (i.e some tiger bread and brie) and could feel it hitting my stomach, then got this rush of energy and felt much happier - amazing what food can do!! ha ha!
I am emmensly hurt by one of my best friends - he made this big deal how he was there for me and if I needed him, just to let him know. I've emailed him and text him but he hasn't replied - some friend!!
So that's kinda smarting today!
Oooo I got a lovely new top from Tesco this morning - Its kinda long with no collar and 3/4 length sleeves and is kinda the shade of an organic aubergene (think the shade of Elizabeth's dress in Drop Dead Fred at the Charlie Party, but slightly darker)... which reminds me...
Going to see Mr Bank Man tomorow, and maybe get something peirced (dunno what yet tho - definately up a size on my new stretch), then some housework, a BBQ, an obscene amount of drink and a drunked curry (which I am soooooooooooooooooooo excited about!)
PS. I might kill my cat
I actually ate something (i.e some tiger bread and brie) and could feel it hitting my stomach, then got this rush of energy and felt much happier - amazing what food can do!! ha ha!
I am emmensly hurt by one of my best friends - he made this big deal how he was there for me and if I needed him, just to let him know. I've emailed him and text him but he hasn't replied - some friend!!
So that's kinda smarting today!Oooo I got a lovely new top from Tesco this morning - Its kinda long with no collar and 3/4 length sleeves and is kinda the shade of an organic aubergene (think the shade of Elizabeth's dress in Drop Dead Fred at the Charlie Party, but slightly darker)... which reminds me...
Going to see Mr Bank Man tomorow, and maybe get something peirced (dunno what yet tho - definately up a size on my new stretch), then some housework, a BBQ, an obscene amount of drink and a drunked curry (which I am soooooooooooooooooooo excited about!)
PS. I might kill my cat
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mentalrage:
Let's just say I work for a supermarket that has a habit of using Jamie Oliver in it's adverts and seems to think you should " Try something new today". I love how you use "Drop Dead Fred" as a reference point for explaining clothes that's ace 
. Sounds like your "best friend" is in need of a slap big style if you don't mind me saying. On behalf of your cat I demand a stay of execution.
. Sounds like your "best friend" is in need of a slap big style if you don't mind me saying. On behalf of your cat I demand a stay of execution.
mentalrage:
The sad thing is none of the people I know at work would even know what "Drop Dead Fred" is 
, people very rarely know what I'm going on about at work it's all hideous small talk and choking silence usually . Now I think of it I have better "conversations" on here with people I've never met if you get me.
, people very rarely know what I'm going on about at work it's all hideous small talk and choking silence usually . Now I think of it I have better "conversations" on here with people I've never met if you get me.