Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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I guess I should update you guys on what's been happening in my world.

I've been feeling rather down because the site Ive started working for arent supporting my individuality. I did the most explicit shoot ever for that site and havent gotten much feedback.

Plus they're doing a 'beauty pagent' and I wasnt even nominated, even out of sympathy.
Kinda brings me down a little, just when I thought I was starting to feel good about myself. I've also started thinking about suicide and how it really is the easy way out but I couldnt leave my cats with my mum, I couldnt torture my babies like that.

I really don't know what to think anymore, I'm so lost. And I'm rather pissed off that my work went to nothing!!

If you guys feel like making me feel even slightly better then please message me so I can give u the site details. The forum is free, u just cant view the pics! tongue

Anyways I guess I better stop feeling sorry for myself now.

Kittie
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burningleviathan:
don't let what happens on that site control how you feel. your self esteem should not be dependant on those people. be proud of yourself and believe in yourself regardless, you are beauitful no matter what they say.......i can't believe i quoted christina aguleria *re-evaluates life* or what they don't say, if they don't support you, stuff them.

i hope that makes you feel better. smile
err:
Yeah every one is right, don't let one letdown get to you like that. You're beautiful, and im sure the people running the pagent thing over on that other site are just slow in the head or something.

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