its been a while.
i was at a funeral today for my great uncle.
he was the first one to treat me like a human and not 'just' a woman. he taught me how to dig for worms...how to put them on a hook...how to actually fish....how to cut of the sharp parts of a catfish...
i could go on for a long time.
mitch i will miss you, but i promise to carry on fishing over the bridge at my cottage just like you taught me.
its details like that, that have taught me how to REALLY be a strong independant woman.
i feel like time is going by so fast. just the other day i was playing at my cottage every sunday. frogs, dirt, fish, metal yards, guns, bullets, bugs.
He passed away this past saturday morning...and in an odd turn of events, i had a camping trip planned (for the first time EVER) at my cottage that day. I saw so many things that helped me reflect on his life story.
Ugh. I was tearing up so much during the ceremony. I wasn't the only one though thank goodness. I hate crying infront of people.
he died a bachelor...BUT today when i was looking at OLD pictures of him...i DIED when i saw him with this PIN UP looking woman named Mary. WOOOAAAHHH. SO HOT!! The story is, when they broke up...he never dated anyone else again. yeesh.
i hope he wasn't so heartbroken that he didnt even deal with another woman. but if he did...is that wrong? i dont get love. at all.
im in love with someone who doesnt love me back. and i feel like its the biggest waste of time EVER. but my feelings never change. *sigh*
oh well.
i was at a funeral today for my great uncle.
he was the first one to treat me like a human and not 'just' a woman. he taught me how to dig for worms...how to put them on a hook...how to actually fish....how to cut of the sharp parts of a catfish...
i could go on for a long time.
mitch i will miss you, but i promise to carry on fishing over the bridge at my cottage just like you taught me.
its details like that, that have taught me how to REALLY be a strong independant woman.
i feel like time is going by so fast. just the other day i was playing at my cottage every sunday. frogs, dirt, fish, metal yards, guns, bullets, bugs.
He passed away this past saturday morning...and in an odd turn of events, i had a camping trip planned (for the first time EVER) at my cottage that day. I saw so many things that helped me reflect on his life story.
Ugh. I was tearing up so much during the ceremony. I wasn't the only one though thank goodness. I hate crying infront of people.
he died a bachelor...BUT today when i was looking at OLD pictures of him...i DIED when i saw him with this PIN UP looking woman named Mary. WOOOAAAHHH. SO HOT!! The story is, when they broke up...he never dated anyone else again. yeesh.
i hope he wasn't so heartbroken that he didnt even deal with another woman. but if he did...is that wrong? i dont get love. at all.
im in love with someone who doesnt love me back. and i feel like its the biggest waste of time EVER. but my feelings never change. *sigh*
oh well.
He sounds like a wonderful man.
I'm so sorry to hear about your uncle. It's hard to get use to it, but everything will get a little easier with time, just never let go of those memories.
I always love people that don't love me back, and that's so hard...not necessarily a waste of time, just unfortunate. Just keep your chin up, doll. You'll get over them eventually, just take your time.