kitten

sorry for the cryptic entry yesterday. its just that lately it seems like i'm getting judged left and right for shit i write on various online journals and whatnot, and people seem to have a very warped idea of who i am. yes, i can be biting. i can be brutal and i can be conceited. but nevertheless, i am at heart a pretty fucking sensitive good hearted person. and i'm sick of people (even those who know me) telling me what a fuck i am when i've done nothing wrong. it seems like the planets are out of alignment or there's a full moon or some shit. i don't know. i just wanna be happy! what the fuck? and i have been pretty happy lately. it's just weird for me to feel so uneasy when there's nothing directly that ive done to feel guilty for. maybe im not making sense...gosh, it's been a while since ive had such a whiney bitchy entry...sorry. (ha ha first i typed suck instead of such! the irony! when i was in high school, writing notes to my homies, if we made a mistake like that we would just leave it, and then a few sentences later be like-"haha i fucked up!" ok. ive got my buzz on now, time to finish the job! ha!