kitten

so...ok. night before last, my boyfriend of almost a year dumped me. i say dumped because it was completely one sided and pretty much a surprise to me. anyway, i've shed many many many tears and punched many walls and hard objects, but nothing's gonna change what has happened. i'm still sad, because i do love him, but today when i woke up, i kinda felt like a new person. stronger, ready to feel ok. i haven't moped at all today, and i haven't cried at all. so, i guess the healing process has started. it's gonna be hard to get used to being alone, because right before i met him, i was with my ex for 3 years. but now is time to focus on my shit. get my shit together. and i want to thank everyone--people who don't even know me--for kind words and support. at a time when i was starting to doubt being a part of this, i feel more validated than ever.

ANYWAY--TONIGHT is SG Burlesque Austin!! FUCK YEAH!!! i've been waiting so long! i just hope i get a chance to meet the girls. i have a feeling that they'll be swamped with fans. but i can hope right? anyway, i better see ALL my Austin peeps there! kisses guys!