kitten

so, last night totally sucked. i mean, the show was fun, but then as i was leaving i saw my ex leaving with some total hag bitch. this is the first time i've seen him with a girl since we broke up in march. she had like total robert smith hair and was wearing a slip dress over pants! anyway, as i was walking to my car they were walking like 10 feet behind me, holding hands and blah blah...i was totally bummed and came home and cried forever, and i've been bummed out all day. i know i cant talk because i broke up with him, and i have a new boyfriend, but it still sucked. it sucked really bad. and my best friend is in the band with him, and they're playing again tonight, but i dont know if i can face him. and i will so freak out if that bitch is there. fuck!