so last night - I went out.
Normally I go out to a pub in my own city with a girlfriend or two or the gay friendly bar with the whole crew. but last night I went to a neighboring city with a couple of my straight girlfriends/their boyfriends. It would almost seem as if I were a fifth wheel - but in reality - it was better this way. They knew some of the people around and it was comforting. I got introduced to everyone I would want to be introduced to and things were simple. We just sat around, drank, talked, looked at people.... Maybe I'm behind - but this has never happened for me in a STRAIGHT environment. I've never been comfortable like I was. It was exactly that - comforting.
I don't know what it was - but I felt not only okay, but GOOD/GREAT not having a partner/date.
I guess I'm just surprised how nice it was to hang out with NORMAL girls my own age. I don't mind, but most of my friends are so much older than me. I feel like a lot of my friends underestimate and under appreciate me. I would feel like a bitch for that small complaint, because it's very self centered, but this has been a long time coming. I'm not leaving them, I'm not abandoning or getting angry with anyone - but I'm so open minded to new folks..
So, if you want - drop a line. Never know what can happen apparently.
Here's a fishy face from before I went out. Ha.
-KS
Normally I go out to a pub in my own city with a girlfriend or two or the gay friendly bar with the whole crew. but last night I went to a neighboring city with a couple of my straight girlfriends/their boyfriends. It would almost seem as if I were a fifth wheel - but in reality - it was better this way. They knew some of the people around and it was comforting. I got introduced to everyone I would want to be introduced to and things were simple. We just sat around, drank, talked, looked at people.... Maybe I'm behind - but this has never happened for me in a STRAIGHT environment. I've never been comfortable like I was. It was exactly that - comforting.
I don't know what it was - but I felt not only okay, but GOOD/GREAT not having a partner/date.
I guess I'm just surprised how nice it was to hang out with NORMAL girls my own age. I don't mind, but most of my friends are so much older than me. I feel like a lot of my friends underestimate and under appreciate me. I would feel like a bitch for that small complaint, because it's very self centered, but this has been a long time coming. I'm not leaving them, I'm not abandoning or getting angry with anyone - but I'm so open minded to new folks..
So, if you want - drop a line. Never know what can happen apparently.
Here's a fishy face from before I went out. Ha.
-KS
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mudkicker_:
Come rub my head 
boxofhorror:
There is no need to rush into finding a partner. Take your time and look around. It can be fun being the only single person hanging out with all the happy couples. You should hang out with people more your age as older folks do tend to look down on the younger kids.