kismi

Well, today I am quitemoody. Today is the first day of my rag and Im feeling particularly impatient. I feel bored at work even though I have a million things I could be doing and Im hungry but nothing I have to eat sounds appealing. After work I think Ill go to Petroglyph and take out my irritation on a piece of pottery although that might piss me off too because I cant draw for shit. I think I need to take some painting classes. Ive had a serious urge to create lately but lack skill. I think if I learned basic painting skills such as blending colors and the functions of different brushes, I might be a lot better. The romantic life is still non-existent. I suppose I could be having cheap meaningless sex if I wanted to but I dont. I think what I miss most of all is having someone hold me for the simple fact that he cares and wants to be close to menot because he thinks it will get him a piece of ass. I applied for a night job at Starbucks. Money has been kind of tight lately as I try to pay off all my stupid little credit cards (Victorias Secret, Macys, Old Navy, etc.). I fantasize about a day when all the money I make can be saved for fun and not immediately given away to credit card companies and loan agencies. My main New Years resolution is to get back into shape. I dont think Im fat but I definitely want to get toned back up. Victorias Secret was having their semi-annual sale so I went and bought a bunch of goal underwear. They are minute little pieces of string and lace that I will look fabulously delectable in come summer. Anyhow, hopefully all of you had a wonderful NYE and got all the presents you wanted from Santa.

xoxo