I guess this is the only place I can tell my secrets ... so here's my secret ...
I'm so painfully in love that every moment hurts, there is nothing in my seeable future but him, just him and only him. I hurt him and things have changed and I hurt more than I thought possible. Every part of me aches, and the only thing that can heal me is him. He is the epitomy of beauty, the epitomy of everything I want and need. He is my desire, and I need him to be here now, to erase reality and to be my lover and my best friend and to love me alone - without him I feel that I do not even exist.
Has anyone ever felt this, because I know prior to him I never knew that this could ever exist - and now I go back to my botttle of scotch and pray that one day he will feel the same.
I'm so painfully in love that every moment hurts, there is nothing in my seeable future but him, just him and only him. I hurt him and things have changed and I hurt more than I thought possible. Every part of me aches, and the only thing that can heal me is him. He is the epitomy of beauty, the epitomy of everything I want and need. He is my desire, and I need him to be here now, to erase reality and to be my lover and my best friend and to love me alone - without him I feel that I do not even exist.
Has anyone ever felt this, because I know prior to him I never knew that this could ever exist - and now I go back to my botttle of scotch and pray that one day he will feel the same.
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basketcase:
Happy Birthday other birthday person!!
siiix:
Sydney? Ohio? If so, did you see Lennon back in 01 when she opened for Days of the New at the Newport in Columbus? Great show! I only wish she would play a date I could make it to!