So, this week has been a huge eye opener for me.

I love you all. For the concerns, the love, the well wishes.

I had my first round of chemoradiotherapy. Say that 10 times fast.

On a suckage scale of 1-10(10 being a lot), it was a 28!!!!

I've never been this sick before. :( it's been brutal. I didn't think I could look anymore pale, and I've popped blood vessels under my eyes.

All I have to say, for the greater good, thank you Jesus for makeup.

I went back to work today after yet more radiation. I felt good today,. Wore my fun dress. A little girl at the hospital made me a bracelet to match my hair. That gesture made me soo thankful to be there today. She made it worthwhile. I will cherish this bracelet as a reminder, that I'm Alive to receive such an innocent gift that means everything!!!!!

I love you guys soo much. You're my family now :)