Well folks, today marked the end of my radiation treatments! I've been having external treatments for several months now, but it was starting to irritate other things in the area they were treating. Today I had radioactive seeds inserted that will give off super low doses of radiation to the cancer cells. Being 25 and finding out you have cervical cancer, is def a kick in the balls....so to speak. My best friend, whom I haven't seen in over 2 years because he enlisted in the military was there with me today. I haven't really had any breakdowns, but seeing him in his combats while they were wheeling me into the OR was definately a reality check of how much has changed in the last couple years. I'm super stoked that I'm done, but I'm super fearful this isn't the end. Honestly I've made it this far, I ain't gonna stop now!!!!
The worst part if the whole ordeal, is the fact that all the radiation killed my chances of reproducing. I've always said no kids will come outta this vagina, but when the choice is taken from you, it really blows!
Weol that's my pity party for the year!
Let's start 2014 with a bang!!!!!
Keep it real SG-ers,
Kirbie
