kira23

so, i've been trying to quit smoking for about a week now, and it's had more good days than bad. really, if i wasn't around people that smoked, then i really wouldn't want to smoke. it's not peer presure, it's the smell. i hate it, but it makes me want one. that's sooo weird. it's like food i guess. i'm also afraid if i do quit, i'm going to replace it with food
i know it's better if i stop now, i really don't want to end up with a voice box, i think that requires a bit more smoking than i've ever really done though. i did however go a whole day without even one! i'm hoping that by my birthday, i'll be done completely. we'll see.

i see my family, and i don't want to end up like them. what's weird to me is that my mom and dad don't smoke, but everyone else in my family smokes. but the similarities with the rest of my family end there, thank god.

well, i need to start working out again, i used to regularly, but i kind of, i dunno, got destracted. it'll be fun i think. running is going to be funny, i haven't ran in a couple of years. the last time a ran, i stopped because i needed new shoes, and never got them.

i have alot on my mind lately. too many things to do, it just seems overwhelming sometimes. it doesn't get me all sad and shit, it just makes me want to get a move on things.
now i'm starting to think too much. i really want to start a tattoo shop, have my own shop, ya know. work for myself, i'd be a great boss to myself.
what kind of job do yall guys want?
what do you want to do with your life?