kipfatal

once again, im in boston and sick. it feels like someone is yanking my tongue out and pouring tequila into my eardrums. i dont know if its the air, all the germs being passed around, or what, but its certainly not due to any slutty antics on my part, this time. i've only kissed one girl since i got here, and i certainly havent fucked anyone. i'm fairly lonely here, i dont feel as if i know anyone yet. my roomate is a carbon copy of me (same music, same "look", several similar personality traits) and i find myself resenting it a bit, which makes sense, i've never liked myself all that much. ....i generallly don't like online journals, i feel that i tend to wallow in self-pity in them. however, i lack the support net here that i have back home...so maybe it will help.

on another note, despite probable germ-killing power, vodka does not cure sore throats.