trying keep on trying on keeping on crying need not be
anger arising anger unrelenting lingering festering thoughts
like a slow motion death you will feel
every second like a thousand hours again and again something here wanting you to break wanting to
destroy a spirit installing darkness fighting storming against a lone candle so fragile what are the odds
fairness is just a concept...
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anger arising anger unrelenting lingering festering thoughts
like a slow motion death you will feel
every second like a thousand hours again and again something here wanting you to break wanting to
destroy a spirit installing darkness fighting storming against a lone candle so fragile what are the odds
fairness is just a concept...
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Me, drunk?
How did that happen?
How did that happen?
In other news, even if you sound like a dick saying you drank SoCo and lime, it's very good.
It's going to be a slow day
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apexxx:
i had a massive hangover all day today. 
it was a slow day for me...
it was a slow day for me...
maelwys:
SoCo? Southern Comfort I presume? Used to drink that, find it too sweet nowdays, I'll stick with Bunnahabhain or a nice pint. Are you lapsing back into your stripping ways?
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trocc:
haha - looks like you had a drunken emotional night. your journal is sweet.
i would love to get out and have some drinks and talk about old bands with you. i just bought a guitar yesterday, too - but i don't think i'm anywhere near starting a band.
i would love to get out and have some drinks and talk about old bands with you. i just bought a guitar yesterday, too - but i don't think i'm anywhere near starting a band.
xhippykid:
I'll make an apperance soon. Right now I have no income and I'm going to Colorado next week. I need a job REAL bad when I get back. Everything I've found so far is shit pay.
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trocc:
i say more power to you, man.
gimix:
I noticed ... thanks for the comment, words of wisdom i say =D Glad to see you back and kicking. =D
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So I've been told that I need to update.
I know, I know.
I seem to lack inspiration and willpower these days. At least the fucking winter seems to be ready to get the fuck out of here now and that will certainly get me out of my funk.
Let's go for total randomness and a stream-of-consciousness-type entry. Although it will be structured, which kinds...
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I know, I know.
I seem to lack inspiration and willpower these days. At least the fucking winter seems to be ready to get the fuck out of here now and that will certainly get me out of my funk.
Let's go for total randomness and a stream-of-consciousness-type entry. Although it will be structured, which kinds...
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apexxx:
lets just say that Uncle Sam found out that I had extra $ sitting around, so he decided to come and take it all aways from me... plus alot more
but we do need a hookah night while listening to Destroid & Architect & HMB
plus i found something in Florida that I need to drop off at your guys' place sometime.
and no, its not an alligator!
but we do need a hookah night while listening to Destroid & Architect & HMB
plus i found something in Florida that I need to drop off at your guys' place sometime.
and no, its not an alligator!
apexxx:
hey now, im definitely no rookie when it comes to IDM or "glitchy" music, mon frre. i went through a phase over a few years where i bought just about every album from Warp records that was IDM... actually i was thinking about making my next cd mixxx for the party a chilled out "brain music theme", since most of my past ones were were face-punchin, ass stompin aggressive music for the most part. what can i say thats the shit i really dig...
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lostlucy:
when i think it would be nicer, being red or yellow or gold... 
apexxx:
update somethin already ya slacker! 
I speak my mind when I feel people need a balanced view.
This is why I often go against the flow and why I am so very often misunderstood. It's been like this all my life, why would it stop now...?
Being empathic with people and trying to help them by showing them other possibilities can backfire a lot. Through the years I've been called...
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This is why I often go against the flow and why I am so very often misunderstood. It's been like this all my life, why would it stop now...?
Being empathic with people and trying to help them by showing them other possibilities can backfire a lot. Through the years I've been called...
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apexxx:
i was actually in the process of doing that when you left a comment 
So, I've just watched the first 2 episodes of Heroes...
I don't get why this show makes everybody rave about it... It's full of clichs and almost childishly retarded at times. "Hey, I'm indestructible, I'm such a freak"... "my brother & I can fly!"... "I'm the total Japanese clich! I know Star Trek by heart! I want to go to NY! I love NY! What's...
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I don't get why this show makes everybody rave about it... It's full of clichs and almost childishly retarded at times. "Hey, I'm indestructible, I'm such a freak"... "my brother & I can fly!"... "I'm the total Japanese clich! I know Star Trek by heart! I want to go to NY! I love NY! What's...
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mck:
Middle America.
peachs:
I think that I am ready to pass up a good thing like the ballet for a family. It's gonna be hard, but what good things in life arent?
Thanks for being such a great friend and being here when I need someone to talk to.. I really appreciate having friends like you..
Thanks for being such a great friend and being here when I need someone to talk to.. I really appreciate having friends like you..
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tallboy66:
Dude I so wanted that for Christmas.
forkandles:
Yeah it didn't have many good points; fingers crossed that next year's better - but a good start is certainly indicated: I'm in the black for the first time in ages and have plans for my 4th trip to the U.S very soon. Hope you had a good Christmas, & have a great New Year.
Shit. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
My pretties, I think my SG membership expires tomorrow or something. So if I go gray for a bit, don't panic - yeah, like you would anyway
I'll be tempted by waiting for "the" email again. I'm quite broke now so it's bad timing
Apart from that, I'm going to be one year older soon. Oh well. I should organize a party, maybe?...
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My pretties, I think my SG membership expires tomorrow or something. So if I go gray for a bit, don't panic - yeah, like you would anyway
I'll be tempted by waiting for "the" email again. I'm quite broke now so it's bad timing
Apart from that, I'm going to be one year older soon. Oh well. I should organize a party, maybe?...
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sevenminutes:
aww. i like the bunnies in the tea cups. i want one!
northsider:
"Xmas sucks" is fertile ground....Why I should feel good about not having any wealth to spread around just makes me more irritable
Dammit if I had money it would be strippers and high-quality weed for all