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Monday Dec 24, 2007

Dec 24, 2007
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"Remembering that I'm a happy guy and not a lonely stranger... in that night when nobody minds or cares... Making one my thoughts my feelings my circumstances... That's what I'm dreaming of"

Remain I n Silence - Hope In Fear

This song has been with me for over 16 years now. And if I get to be 90 this song will still haunt me.

So I'm here tonight writing to myself again and wondering why. I've come a long way and I've changed so much I hope I became a better person.

I have nothing to give you I'm so lost. Like everybody else I thought it doesn't matter it never did. I feel so disconnected from my life. I used to think I could help people but I turned out to be a fucking heartless bastard like everybody else, lost in his own self-inflicted pain.

Why am I even writing this?

"And I don't know what I'd do when I make you an offer you can easily refuse...."

Merry Xmas & a happy new year kids






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tos:
Hey bro...Happy Holidays to you too man! I hope that 2K8 will be a much better year for all of us:

Dec 24, 2007
apexxx:
Merry Birthday, Jeff Christ! biggrin

Keep your spirit up and dont let the bad things bring you down. May this coming new year be the best one ever for you, filled with fond and joyful memories you can look back on 16 years from now or when youre 90, and do nothing but smile. smile

peace out bro, with much love!

oink
Dec 24, 2007

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