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Monday Sep 03, 2007

Sep 3, 2007
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How can we be so blind with our eyes wide open? Creating definition and acceptance of self... and utter revulsion in equal measure.

Fearing what can not be avoided. Avoiding what should not be feared.

Bathing in perpetual misery born of Mr Ego, the all-powerful Self dictating... and trying to fight it without understanding that the word is what creates sorrow.

Defining everything, trying to understand, trying to make sense, trying so hard to try, not prepared to see beyond all those human concepts that are our own prison... jailed in our so-called logic that is so flawed, corrupted by years of wrong interactions with our fellow human beings... Looking for something new, something different, something beautiful, something that's struggling to survive, something that we've smothered from the day we started interpreting, from the day we stopped discovering without any idea of precedence and future loss.

Memory our greatest friend and worse enemy. Traveling constantly in search of what we already have, what we had, what we will never have and worst of all, what we want to have.

I am one cell, you are one cell, we are the body & and mind of this strange diseased beast called Humanity that can't stop feeling sorry for its own existence instead of embracing the inner light at its core. We could turn every new breath into new-found awareness if we weren't constantly blinded by unrepentant, relentless delusions.

Being simple may be the hardest thing to accomplish.

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sabine8:
Being in the present is always the hardest place to be. To be there with eyes wide open, without ego, without, lables, without categorizing the experience is not easy to do. The place I've been trying to get to, is to be in the present, to experience what comes, especially the pain, without letting it dictate meaning, or movement in my life. Things are attached meanings, because we give them meaning. Sometimes, just stopping in the middle of that struggle and remembering that I am not the only one suffering or struggling, and that at this very minute, someone else is going through the exact same thing can help to bring things back into perspective and help keep them simple when they seem out of control.
smile
Sep 5, 2007
oak:
I actually have a good friend back in Texas who almost always carries a gun with him, and he's stopped crimes in progress twice.

But that stuff doesn't make the news.
Sep 6, 2007

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