kinto

trying keep on trying on keeping on crying need not be
anger arising anger unrelenting lingering festering thoughts
like a slow motion death you will feel
every second like a thousand hours again and again something here wanting you to break wanting to
destroy a spirit installing darkness fighting storming against a lone candle so fragile what are the odds
fairness is just a concept lost in unspoken rage
waves crashing against my face they will not create tears
how far can you fall in between
before you actually explode on the outside on the ground
warm meat soon to decay hoping for something to remain something to keep alive
whatever the reason
whatever the prison
escape a jail with no walls reporting madness i can't focus anymore feel it break
peaceful mind badly battered it will not let go it will not give in anger rage frustration hurt so much passion
passionate about depriving us of the will to grow the will to feel the will to love
giving up the will to give in like breathing underwater
white noise suffocating rain
endlessly effortlessly believing this isn't lost this isn't all in vain

et rire, rire encore devant tant d'absurdits ne plus vouloir supporter cette invitable descente toujours plus incomprhensible perdu dans toutes ces fausses vrits
il n'y a plus rien voir il n'y a jamais rien eu - rien avoir pour trop vouloir y croire
ce soir on espre encore trouver boire.