kinorafa

Lately I've been feeling unispired.
At first i imagined it was the summer, the heat and the weather reminds me a lot of my hometown and that makes me homesick, but then again, it's usually my friends back at home what gets me going, writing, taking pics, makes no difference. Then I began to wonder if it had anything to do with the problems at school, but that can't be it, cause my mind is set on that one and I feel pretty sure about it.
It's the mother, or at least her visit.
When alone I have a routine, one that doesn't have that many variations, but it is one routine I'm used to and it helps me produce. But when my mum is around for long periods of time, I feel like I'm back at Maracaibo having the exact same problem of worrying about dozens of issues I have no intention in worrying about, but here, I can't help it, cause since my mother has no other place to go, both my sister and me have to deal with those issues and neither one of us have time to focuss on our stuff cause we have to worry about my mother and the issues that carry.
Don't get me wrong, I love my mother to pieces, but i'm to used to my independent life.
Fuck, I hate this feeling
Oh well, soon i'll have more productive things to say, but this I needed out of my system.
cheers boys and girls
animetronic