kinkerbelle

Thank you for all the well wishes, and thank you to those of you who got Cheyenne a birthday present. She loved everything. Unfortunatly she had sprained her wrist somehow the day before, and was unable to open her presents, so I helped her. No one remembered her birthday except for my parents. And, when I went outside to cook some hotdogs for a picnic type dinner. I felt like I was going to have a heart attack or something. Not too long after I had got Roxie before, I had got her a boy A.B. playmate who was a few days younger than her. Well, the kids and I were real attached to him, like Roxie. I have had him for 8 months now, approx. Well, I smelled a horrible raunchy stench in the air. And when I looked around, I found him dead. I have been so nautious and depressed. And now I don't know if Roxie will be okay. She is so depressed herself. She is mopey and teary eyed, and nervous. I am happy that she atleast eats some of her food. That is one of the horriblest unexpected things for me to find, besides finding my own child dead on my bed. I can not stand for anything or anyone to die. I am really sensitive and emotional, and it tears me up. So, I may not be on here for a little while.