kinjita

More fun with the ex, tells me she just wants me for sex till she meets someone. I told her I am not a dildo... and I am a human with feelings. She got mad, told me, "What about what I want?". Hopefully she stays out of my life this time. She is emotionaly exausting me, I can't really tell her to leave me alone. Maybe it will be finaly be over, she never had to earn my love. I gave it freely, I think that is why she doesn't appriciate me. I think I just want to be left alone. My ex is showing her true colors, she is not a good person I don't think. Internet dating is very dissapointing. Oh well it is what it is. I think expecting happiness out of life is starting to look overrated. I am not really depressed, just void of any feeling these days. I am ok with that, I think. For now anyway...