kinjita

Online dating is frustrating, lots of emotionaly immature people out there I guess. Today was supose to be my third date with a women I met on a dating site, we had plans to go to a movie. Last thing she said was hold on let me check show times... then hour later I messaged her asking what was going on no awnser. It's all good though I wasnt really that into her, been trying to think of a way to let her down easy but guess I don't need to. Hopefully I can meet someone whos into the same stuff as me one day. Being covered in tattoo's seems to be offputing to alot of people, I love my body art though. People look to much on the outside instead of getting to know the person inside, I supose I do look a bit rough around the edges... but still, its 2011 ink shouldnt really be a big deal.

I also decided to cut back on drinking and get back to working out on the bowflex/punching bag that has been collecting dust in my workout room. Been drinking 26 of whiskey a day + vodka lemonades or straight rum for the last 3 months. I was working out to Rammstien today and my ball python came out of its hole and started moving all over the place... was cute. Quit world of warcraft again... hopefully for good. After a week away in Alberta it lost its hold over me. I always hated that game, but somehow kept getting sucked into playing it. Now I have so much more free time, leaves time to work out, mess around with my guitar and do other more productive things with my time. Thats about my current life is at. I am doing alot better than I was a while ago, lots of concerts to look forward to. Slayer/Rob zombie just announced other day.

Anyways could be worse, least I am not Joaquim Pheonix... I just watched his documentary "I'm still here" I feel much better about myself.