Wednesday Jun 08, 2005

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this could be suffering...this could be pleasure...i'm unaware of any difference.

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daily records.

the drip drip of the broken pipe on the cold black and white tile floor is piercing my already crazy mind. a wet flap of my once pretty hair style is stuck fast to my bruised face.

this is the land where the pharoah dies.

Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

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did you ever sleep in a bear pit? with apple cores and mice along?

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i think i'm sporting a nice fresh sinus infection.

job shake ups at work... heh.... and I get PROMOTED! happy yes....fucked up yes? oh well... it's a paycheck. heh... how horrible of a statement is that!?

heh.
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blackrayne:
Sinus infections suck. I hope you feel better soon.

And congrats on the promotion!

kiss
jonnytrrrash7:
promotions are a good thing!

Friday Jun 03, 2005

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man... i'm feeling like a stranger in my own hometown

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words of wonder... i worked almost 24 hours straight... i'm sleepy and feeling a bit more lonely than usual...

ugh..

anyway..

HI.

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322pm

seems less and less of my personal faves stop by my journal anymore... my mrsmf is there for her bud... i love her for that.
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mishou:
did your boston ever settle down???

i just got stella fixed and she's doing flips like a crazy puppy. eeek
starisea:
I can relate . . . is SG losing it's luster for me? I never seem to hear from my favorite peeps anymore, but at least they aren't gray . . . and I have been less than active with my own visits.

I just finished Jack Kerouac's biography. I find it ironic that Burroughs lived far longer with a heroin habit, than Kerouac with his alcohol habit. It makes me wonder if that is a warning about my own . . . ummmm . . . excessive drinking.

and on that note . . .

Drinking: port
Listening: Alphawave Movement
Watching: Once Upon a Time in Mexico
Reading: On the Road ~ Jack Kerouac

Wednesday Jun 01, 2005

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but the highest comes from the low...like volcanos explode thru the snow... the mosquito sting brings a dream ...but the poison's deranged.

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first chance... i blew it... better start it all again.
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lizfitts:
Good morning! Languid & lazy. I'm feeling like a nap & a bath would get me motivated to start.

Ugh! Interrupted by a phone call from the fastest talker I know....like cold water in the face!

Welcome to my morning, dear. kiss

Edited to add: if you ever start in with Behind Blue Eyes, I'm calling for an ambulance! shocked

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leola76:
You have such beautiful eyes! love

Friday May 27, 2005

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noise is for heroes

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can a man on a crane ruin my weekend? tune in and find out.

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i love my days off... i take a nap... tool around onthe SG ... then go to happy hour... what more can you expect from life!? huh?


*******************************well.... fuck i'm hammered. i'm a joke. fuck.
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friday night..happy and hopeful
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josephene:
Isn't it interesting that sometimes a moment in time can only be described in one way..."fuck"
sarahg:
i like noise

does that make me a hero?

yes, i think it does. according to your journal anyway.

bangclickmeeoowwhisscrashcrashcrashclang.

Wednesday May 25, 2005

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plan 9 channel 7

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heads up folks... the helter skelter is coming down fast.... but it's still miles above you.

charlie... it was only an album... i'm sorry that dennis wilson blew you off!....but why did you off roman's wife!?

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LISTENING doves.gorillaz.doors
WATCHING fearless freaks. the chappelle show
DRINKING diet coke.
READING nintendo power
CRUSH the divorcee 40 year old co worker... she's...
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jovanka:
Oh yeah? Do tell...
llona:
you are really on about this crane thing, eh? i've seen you post about it a bunch of times now.

it'll be interesting to see how it all pans out.

Friday May 20, 2005

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blurry rainy afternoon.

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i float pleasantly after a happy hour.

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time to nap.
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starisea:
what's up today, sweetpea? Heehee . . . I started the morning with an oj and vodka, so . . . yeah. blush biggrin blush

I think you will appreciate my current journal entry. (shameless plug+I know you dig)

kiss kiss kiss
mamazuma:
hello dear,

I've been trying not to spend so much time here... It can be Very distracting! But I just finally got approved for Llona's righteous spawn group so we'll see what happens!!!

Always nice to hear from you

kiss kiss kiss

Friday May 20, 2005

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WELCOME TO THE BIG TIME... WE ARE ALL PARTNERS IN CRIME

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GOOD MORNING.

i am awake.

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o moon of alabama... now must must say goodbye... i must must have whisky all ther' while.

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back door man. a concept.


love me two times girl...
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mamazuma:
Thanks for your comment...

The pollution comes from the wood shop that used to be next to the yard that ran their wood saw engines with leaded gas venting on the yard.

It's between the landlord and the EPA now....

Thanks for your concern. Hope you are doing well...
drnecessitor:
Mrs MF qualifies as a totally rocked out chick.

Tuesday May 17, 2005

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burn out the day...burn out the night

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quick entry... work calls.

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CD's bought. used... promos... cheap!

the new ryan adams. why do i even buy his stuff... i havent really dug anything since whiskeytown broke up.

the bravery. i'm SO new wave.

quasimoto. madvillian is back. i'm SO dope!

british sea power. how cool can i get!?

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no email replies from my...
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jovanka:
blush
aeryn:
yes.. I think two blocks is a little close- though it is out of the line of site and right now the kids can walk over to his house alone, etc. But it's only a rental...eventuall he or I will move- hopefully at least 10 blocks away!


OH-oh Bowie, uh? Danger Will Robinson!

Monday May 16, 2005

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weird scenes inside the goldmine.

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updates and monday mornings... a sg drama.

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i'm still feeling a bit stupid about life and all the whirlpools along my shipping routes.

a post delay for the days of sweat and sun.... i'm getting very tired too often .

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i've emailed the 26 yr old industry genius back. it's the only true polite thing to do....
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mishou:
howdy slim!

when i get my computer up we'll finally be able to compare boston pics. stella is about 9lbs now.

scarecrow is actually a videostore located here. i guess it was voted best in the nation.

we kind of take that stuff for granted here though...

kiss
sistervanian:
I'm feeling much better. Turns out I have a super immune system that goes bonkers anytime I get anything and I was already curing muself, and my immune system had been supressed since earlier this month due to financial $tre$$ which can be a real killer. So I went to the Doctor today and he gave me a bunch of drugs and I'm flying pretty high and happy now and my fever is down and the source of the stress has for the most part has been resolved, They also prescribed yet another new drug which is actually an old drug called amitriptyline or Elavil to help me sleep as the xanax, valium and Vicodin actually perk me up, Hopefully it'll work and I'll get a good nights sleep tonight, My pharmacist who looks like Richard Ashcroft from the Verve also suggested two other drugs to keep me from dreaming which I'll be talking with my head shrinker about next week just in case this stuff doesn't knock me senceless. YAY...

Jeezy-peazy, I sound like a character out of Valley of the Dolls! I don't take all these meds every day, just certain things at certain times.. No Worries...

Yep... It was an Elvis crazy week.. Actually next week I plan on getting our little dog (who we've renamed Elvis which he responds to quite well) a little gold leather rhinestone collar with a little gold TCB tag on it... And I'm buying the Elvis '68 Comeback TV Special on DVD as well as the hilarious DVD Elvis:That's the Way it is Documentary that was made in the early '70's, he's so fucked up in the rehearsals he's actually falling off his chair, but the actual performance section of it is absolutely electrifying, just WOW! I'm also getting Napoleon Dynamite DVD next month... Because I don't know that I can live that much longer with out those tots...
Peas!
SisterVanian

P.S. There's Another Scarecrow Video? Geesh and I thought we had the only one...

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