kingskottie

images of death and birth in the southern gothic

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day 6. no wife. she called in the middle of the night... out having fun on her trip. i'm still feeling like davy crockett here holding down the alamo.

this morning at the waffle house... the snot nosed punker (read a jr league davey havok sans most chromosome hookup) played *don't fear the reaper* on...
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voices green and purple.

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a saturday actually spent living in the sunshine. shopping... reading... watching a football game... seems that i'm trying to upright my mental position.

now only if the cat (the living one..) would stop harassing the dog.

too many animals in this house.

friday night... coming down fast...but still miles above you

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today at the hottie bar i confessed my Samhain(the band not the holiday you silly pagans!) story.

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friday night... baby. i think i'll watch a movie. this being alone thing sucks!

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931pm
watched the MARX BROTHERS "animal crackers"
the jukebox in the house is now on.
playing "kicks" by paul revere and the...
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twist yr neck so i can witness...come and crawl inside my sickness

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great afghan whigs' lyric.

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925pm

no wife...another trip... i'm in the city for work.

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some beer has made me sleepy... just want to curl up and ZONE the FUCK out!

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1110pm

obsessing over DC punk form the 80s. that's where i was in 1984-88.
rites of spring. beefeater. 9353.

sometimes i feel like pretending to be in the yardbirds.

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over under sideways down.

i'm afraid i drink too much at times... it's like i can't say no once i start... 2 beers = 6 beers. then i'm toast.

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LISTENING afghan whigs
WATCHING nothing
READING my space
DRINKING water
CRUSH bar hottie

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904pm
wife gone now 3 days. work trip. i'm starting...
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i can still hear you saying.. you must never break the chain

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well... the cat is still dead. i miss tha lil guy. the dog is sad too. i think she misses that old black hiss machine.

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LISTENING fleetwood mac RUMOURS. kyuss. can
DRINKING too much... but better now. i'm dealing with latent alcoholic tendencies!
WATCHING nothing. really
READING laws of inertia fanzine...
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my cat died and i quickly poured myself some gin. was it from old age or was it from my sins? i miss him oh so much miss his little kitty touch... did i say my cat died?

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a little lament for a cat that i loved. it's lyrics from a nellie mackay song... today i rings so true.

thanks so much for all...
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here's a door to put ... wolves at the door.

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this night.

this nigth i sit drunk as a fucking skunk crying over my cat.

he's about dead. a shadow of his wonderful youthful self, he is hours from death.

if death doesnt reach out to him sooon...i'll have to hurry the introduction with a trip to the vet for a session with the...
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all the best cowboys have chinese eyes.

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seen from a distance the squint of clint eastwood... gazing over the good bad ugly desert set..... he's a mofo of a squinter.

so am i.

when drunk and hopped up on horny pills.... and beer

melladoree is quite the SG member! i dig her!

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i'm still obsessed with the CARS.

lost in north west atlanta... out in the hollywood road area of town i see a mural of disney's snow white.... except... snow white is painted black.... goddamn! that made me smile so fucking hard!

life's the same i'm moving in stereo.... life's the same except for my shoes

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i've been obsessed with the cars.... i've also been obsessed with elliot smith... i've been watching the passion of joan of arc too much lately...

i've dreamt of zombiequeen and wished to be bohogirl 's man servant.

i've taken up of all things golf... i find it punk rock.


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handshake drugs i bought downtown

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honestly i feel really stupid sometimes.

i sit here in front of the PC updating my SG journal...while my car sits out front with the engine running with my keys locked inside.

i'm waiting for the spare to arrive. i feel that most of my life i spend waiting for the spare to arrive.