why is it that i never have anything to write on here. whenever i make up new away messages on aim i write like 3 paragraphs but for some fucking reason i cant think of anything to write on here. but i guess the away messages are just me rambling on about nothing and everything at the same time. well yeah im gonna smoke cigarrettes and fuck my lungs up. i cant smoke in my room cuz the army is wierd but yeah whatever. i took smoking back up. i lost the fight. oh yeah i just remembered. next week its gonna be like a year since i joined sg. thats kinda cool. but yeah seriously im done. peace be with you. stay in school. 