CURRENTLY:
-playing in a poker tournament. doing ok.
-listening to fishbone.
-it's windy as hell outside. trash cans flying windy.
-don't even want to think about the Pistons right now.
-Lost was indeed fantastic last night.
here's the shitty thing about poker. i've had KJ about 7 times in about 20 hands. the first 6 times i'd win pretty easy, and pick up a couple blinds only. the 7th fucking time. decide to bet big and end up losing my ass. devil game.
10 minutes later...
finished 8th. can't win them all.
so i've been wondering if this new Milla Jovavich movie is going to be any good. looks like it might. i'm still sticking with Lee-Loo (sp??) from the 5th Element being the best character she's ever done. fucking hot as well.
talked to Steph last night. she tells me about how mom broke down to her and told her that she's not happy with her marriage anymore. Steph being Steph was freaking out and needed me to tell her that it was crazy. i really think it is. here's what i figured out. i think it's more of a matter of them both being old and bored. i don't think that either of them would know what a good marriage looked like if they saw one. so they can't really see that they have a great one. none of their immediately family is still married. they have no friends that are happily married. just set of disaster after set of disaster. so there can't be any, "i wish our marriage was like ..." and after 37 years they have waited too long. i think they are both way to smart to not see that they are completely dependent on each other both emotionally and financially.
so that is what i'm telling myself to make myself believe that there is nothing to worry about. i really don't think there is any reason to worry. we'll see.
if.. big if.... they did split up, knowing those two it would be pretty funny. sad and terrible and don't want to think about it. but it would have it's moments of hilarity.
fucking terrible time to call and dump that on me. Steph is great at that. just got home, just got off the phone with Tiff, just got high, just sat down to the computer, and then the phone rings. good lord.
-playing in a poker tournament. doing ok.
-listening to fishbone.
-it's windy as hell outside. trash cans flying windy.
-don't even want to think about the Pistons right now.
-Lost was indeed fantastic last night.
here's the shitty thing about poker. i've had KJ about 7 times in about 20 hands. the first 6 times i'd win pretty easy, and pick up a couple blinds only. the 7th fucking time. decide to bet big and end up losing my ass. devil game.
10 minutes later...
finished 8th. can't win them all.
so i've been wondering if this new Milla Jovavich movie is going to be any good. looks like it might. i'm still sticking with Lee-Loo (sp??) from the 5th Element being the best character she's ever done. fucking hot as well.
talked to Steph last night. she tells me about how mom broke down to her and told her that she's not happy with her marriage anymore. Steph being Steph was freaking out and needed me to tell her that it was crazy. i really think it is. here's what i figured out. i think it's more of a matter of them both being old and bored. i don't think that either of them would know what a good marriage looked like if they saw one. so they can't really see that they have a great one. none of their immediately family is still married. they have no friends that are happily married. just set of disaster after set of disaster. so there can't be any, "i wish our marriage was like ..." and after 37 years they have waited too long. i think they are both way to smart to not see that they are completely dependent on each other both emotionally and financially.
so that is what i'm telling myself to make myself believe that there is nothing to worry about. i really don't think there is any reason to worry. we'll see.
if.. big if.... they did split up, knowing those two it would be pretty funny. sad and terrible and don't want to think about it. but it would have it's moments of hilarity.
fucking terrible time to call and dump that on me. Steph is great at that. just got home, just got off the phone with Tiff, just got high, just sat down to the computer, and then the phone rings. good lord.
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i'm buyin myself a new tattoo.