kingofnopants

Current Music: Diesel Boy - Cock Rock

i'm home!

sorry for not doing ANYTHING on the site in the last like month or so, i havn't been able to get to computers on a regluar basis, and the ones i have been on are public and block out sites like sg

but i'm home and i'm safe and i'm all good. i had an awesome time. i didn't make it out west like i wanted to, i'm fucking broke. i spent all my money and managed to charge another $500 on my visa, now i need to find a job to pay for that shit :S

i am happy to say that i've been drunk in every major city in canada east of toronto. it's been awesome! there were times that i didn't think anything could be worse, like being out in the middle of nowhere in newfoundland when it's pissing down rain and it's cold and i've got nowhere to go to stay dry. but i still think this was one of the best things i've ever done for myself. i have no regrets about doing it whatsoever.

i've been harrassed by cops, i've been stuck suffering with the weather, i've slept on park benches, under bridges along the highway, and on rooftops, i've been broke as fuck, but i don't care. i had an awesome time. i definately have to go out west as soon as i can come up with some money again.

i'm just so happy to be home right now. i spent 7 weeks on the road by myself. i met a few good people in a bunch of places, but i still felt pretty alone. i didn't see anyone that i really knew at all. i phoned home and i called a bunch of friends on a semi regular basis, but i was still pretty lonely.

i was sooooo dirty when i got home. i hadn't showered in almost 2 weeks. it was longer since i had shaved. my hair faded to an ugly greenish colour. i had 3 tshirts, 3 pairs of underwear, 2 pairs of pants and 5 pairs of socks with me, they were washed once in 7 weeks. i wore out all the socks and had to throw them out and buy new ones. but i'm all clean now, i've showered and shaved and i bleached my hair so i can dye it again. i'm wearing clean clothes and it feels soooo good

my pink chucks are no longer pink, and they're barely chucks. they're kinda brown or grey or something, and they're torn just about everywhere, they are now half duct tape, i don't think i'll ever be wearing them again.

i think there's a bunch of my friends comming over to my hosue tonight, i told one person i was home and then when i talked to a second today she mentioned that someone else said they were comming here tonight, so i'm all for a party if that's what happens. tommorow morning i'm leaving to spend the weekend at my friend melissa's cottage with a bunch of people. i can't wait to see all my friends again