kingmike

Surprise surprise, she didn't show up to church. I knew she wouldn't. I guess this is my sign this whole thing is a bad idea. Maybe I'll see Breanna on Monday and she'll explain and might actually have a good reason why she didn't come. Maybe she won't. At this point, I don't care what her reason is. You get one chance with me and you're done. If you say you're going to show up, show up. If you don't, sorry isn't going to cut it. Sorry does not take the disappointment away of expecting something and then not getting it.

I'm disappointed right now and a little down over not seeing her. I will get over it, probably tomorrow, definitely by Tuesday. I'll let her do the talking, and if she truly is sorry about it, I'll know. Why is it that when it comes to women with any situation with me, no matter how big or small, how ordinary or how important, that they always disappoint me? Why can't things go right the first time? I'm fucking sick of that shit and I do not put up with it anymore.

EDIT: She did end up apologizing, pretty much first thing in the morning. She said she had talked with her folks and they told her it was about an hour drive there and back (hour roundtrip), and she wasn't feeling good or something. She said she might try and come next week.

Should I tell her that I'm not going to be there the next 3 weeks or should I let her find out on her own? I think I want to tell her, as I do not want to be making enemies, but really, should I bother going out of my way to tell her if she couldn't even bother to show up? If I see her sometime during the week and I get a chance I think I'll try and tell her, because I'm a nice guy like that.