kingly

I'm getting ready for our 9 day mini-tour. Andy will be by around 9. 1st stop is Bristol, RI. All the dates are on the Sheckie page. I'm really trying to calm down. You know me and my anxiety. A friend gave me some Xanax but now Andy is freaking out in case we get pulled over. So that's a no go, I'm going it alone. I really hate the way I am with this damn anxiety and depression. I always get worked up then wind up having fun. I just hate the fact I go thru the whole nervousness stage. My main worry is I'm gonna die. My whole fear of death and dying rule my brain. I think about it constantly. I wish there was a magic pill to take to get rid of these dopey thoughts. It makes my life hell. Half the time I hate just leaving the house to go to the store. I have to overcome this.

So goodbye for now. I'll be back in town on 7/20. Hopefully with long detailed accounts of how much fun I had. Feel free to make fun of me later!