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Still getting ready for the band's mini-tour. I have a few more items to get for the road. At least the dates are finalized...I think! Still not 100% sure on the Pittsburgh area show. It will either be in a museum or a basement.

I'm not really stressing as we should have plenty of places to crash along the way. J Prozac will let us stay at his place for 2 nights. Jonny Kalfas will let us stay at his place after the Reading gig. I'm sure the other bands will help out along the way. I just want to be treated like we treated all the bands that played down here on 6/15. We gave 'em each $60 for gas, they moved a lot of merch, there was a killer afterparty, and a place to crash. That's all I'm looking for, a place to sleep and gas money for the next show.

Martha told me thru my space she may be having a "sex partner" when I replied "fuck buddy" she acted offended. I think she's only joking about the being offended part, but my very 1st instict was to reply "your answer just shows how you don't even know me at all". Hard to believe I spent 4 years with this person. I still feel like we're strangers sometimes. Anyway, she deserves to have a little fun. I don't think she's been with anyone since I moved away 4 years ago.

Cindy was going thru some shit with her situation as well. An unbalanced checkbook, kids wanting to get a second dog, oldest daughter with college problems. At least we got to talk and chat yesterday and listen to some music together. By the end of the day she was feeling much better. We were both up very late last night chatting. I was tempted to tell her to call, but resisted. We still have to tread lightly. It just upsets me more and more missing out on everything while she's out there and I'm over here. Life is passing us by. 2 1/2 years it's been now. Time has gone by fast so hopefully it will keep moving right along until we can finally be together.